I wanna run run run run, runaway baby~
Like I literally feel like running and hoping that bad stuff will disappear.
I tell me-self it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay, it's going to be better, but it just keeps getting WORSE ! Okay la, partially it's my fault but it's unintentional!! :(:(
Anyway, I'm having like major reaction lags these days. :O Must be due to all that studying. Kill don't know how many hundreds or thousands of my brain cells. So, sometimes I see my friend and it takes me a while to process that. By the time I want to react and say hi, oops, we all turn away alr :b
Okay, that's all I have to say for now. Byeeee ^^
Like I literally feel like running and hoping that bad stuff will disappear.
I tell me-self it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay, it's going to be better, but it just keeps getting WORSE ! Okay la, partially it's my fault but it's unintentional!! :(:(
Anyway, I'm having like major reaction lags these days. :O Must be due to all that studying. Kill don't know how many hundreds or thousands of my brain cells. So, sometimes I see my friend and it takes me a while to process that. By the time I want to react and say hi, oops, we all turn away alr :b
But I'm gonna keep on believing ~! <3 Because a unicorn told me to :)
*_* (starstruck)
I'm so glad I have secondary school bestie Jocelyn to blabber everything too~ Just makes me feel a wholeeee lot better to have someone listening my troubles/fantasies~ ;D Met her on Sunday to have her birthday lunch and I poured everyyythinggg that was on my mind. Actually....., only one la. HAHA! But that's everything!
Oh the J1's came in today (CCA)! Those with guitar background. Hongfu asked me if I wanna teach the J1s or not. Should I? Should I? I wanna pop by because it's good bonding time! :) But then, I scared my 'high-ness' level got not enough activation energy to overcome any awkwardness sia. (Hahaha I'm bullshitting analogies using chem)
And I think sometimes my feelings/mood abit weird ah. It goes against the crowd LOLOLS! For example, if everyone is feeling sad, I am kind of happy? :b AS IN, I feel abit compelled to be so and not further drag down the atmosphere/everyone's mood you see. Similarly, when people feel awkward, I feel normal, when people try to feel normal, I feel awkward. WTF!!!!! HAHA! Okay, system abit screwed up ah. So like orientation and all, I feel damn high hahahahahahahah!
Okay, that's all I have to say for now. Byeeee ^^
