Honestly speaking, I'm gonna miss school. NOT missing waking up at 6am everyday, mentally peeling my eyelids trying to stay awake for lectures in the CC and Chem classes, ending school at 5+ because of extra lessons (i forgot what's the term they used for the extra compulsory lectures already. wow my brain sure is efficient in clearing memory space). NOT missing fighting drowsy spells, trying to hang in there till just a lil past 1am, till my "sleepy" period is over, rushing through tutorials, assignments, revision packages that
Butttt I'm gonna miss everything else that is non-'sleep-deprived' related.
From wearing the SA uniform and school tie (whut? ikr), to saying hi to a junior Saint at the busstop in the morning. From meeting Cheng at the MRT, to running to school when I can no longer afford to be late. From chilling in the cafe at our usual tables, to taking pictures of my friends sleeping (hawhaw). From hanging arms around shoulders singing the College Hymn every chapel, to strumming muh cembalo at the gallery steps in preparation for SYF. From buying Milo Dead Sea at the Popcafe, to hearing the random "Kumars" during assembly hahahahaha. From looking at the fluffy baby bunnies that they used to keep in the garden, to jamming in the LT when it was empty ;-) Also gonna miss class picnics & breakfasts!!!
Checked off most of everything I had wanted to do in SA but there's just one thing that I never got a chance to. That is lying in the middle of the field and gaze at stars if any. THE FREAKING FIELD WAS WET WHEN WE HAD CAMP :(
Flashing back, all I see are my friends' smiles, all I hear are my friends' laughter.
Oh and also tears.
Tears were shed on multiple occasions but tears were never shed alone.
These 2 years were really short. Really. But really worthwhile. Really. I had learnt a lot, grew a lot and changed a lot imo. Although SA wasn't my first choice, I wouldn't change anything if given another chance! :) No regrets. No one is here by chance.
YES it's my last paper tomorrow and I'm so distracted looking for jobs (secured one for Friday. efficient. ikr. HAHAHA) and blogging.
Anyways, these were a couple of things I..... had wanted to do. Some of them were not intended nor planned beforehand but they just happened along the way la like number 6. Yeah. #dontjudge oi
To-do-list
- Buying the Once a Saint, always a Saint & SASS shirt (check)
- Trying Milo Dead Sea (check)
- Jamming in the LT (check)
- Star-gazing in the middle of the field (uncheck)
- Try eating from the Mixed Rice stall (uncheck)
- Slept on a bench (check)
- Make a video collage of class pictures/ random pictures took along the way ft. everyone sleeping and got caught on camera (say cheese) (check)
- Tear name stickers after OP with OP mates (uncheck. it's still intact and stuck onto my Math file)
- Tear entry proof after A's (TOMORROW IT'S GONNA BE CHECKED BABEH)
10.talktoEC(uncheck)
Okay now I realised that I have quite many unchecks darn it.