Yknow your period's coming when you start to feel so sian even the fairy lights don't cheer me up now. 

Be an aspirational women. Someone who has overcame hardships, who has got a story to tell. Someone worthy.

Disappeared from this space for quite awhile. So much (life changing events) had been happening the past month. Didn't have much time for myself, to recollect my thoughts. But given a choice, I would totally have erased June 2016 from my life.

Prolly the month that I felt the most empty. Not empty in the sense that someone had left my life kinda empty but more like I lost myself kind of empty. Yknow? Doing radically different things, felt as if I became a totally new person. How should I put it. Like a hermit crab changing shells? Fug.  Didn't even recognise myself. I don't like it. I need a root.

Had a meeting w my M+1 just now and he gave Zhin and I a quick induction about the brand strategy. Was talking about how they only engaged 'self fulfilled' women as endorsers. And yknow they'd check if she's got a story to tell etc, whether she has went through hardships and overcame them and YES all of a sudden it was like a mini throwback moment.

And just now I was on the bus watching a youtube vid called "The Girl Who Changed Me" by Jinnyboy TV and it rlly just..... I guess I found my answer. It was because I kept trying to fit in different shoes that I lost myself, that I didn't know who I was anymore.

Combine the 2 happenings together.
Voila a recipe of nourishment for the soul. Gonna relive the days when I was feeling charged everyday. And this is gon be the toughest challenge yet since its rlly like the toughest period of my life now with my skin becoming super sensitive like tofu but hey the tougher the challenge, the greater the fulfilment right ;) So YEAH here's to finding myself again, never losing hope and appreciating the simple simple SIMPLE things in life when things get better! And I strongly believe it will cos winter will always turn to spring :)

Knocked my head twice against the low ceiling today. My boss asked why am I still smiling and not groaning in pain. Well, we face many knocks in life but you can't let them get to you.

So many things had happened since the last time I blogged on this space. So many ups, so many downs. So many firsts as well. Hol~

Learnt how to navigate this roller coaster of life better too :) Swerved off course, wrecked, back on track. Can't help thinking how things could have been so different/ done better but yknow life just goes on. Accept reality and move forward. Living in denial was probably the worst of them all.

Anyway, cheers to a good last 2 weeks here in Summer PA! Definitely an interesting and possibly a once-in-a-lifetime experience haha