Can't wait for 2 May and I'll be chilling at a cafe, drinking tea, eating desserts, scrolling through IKEA catalogue and bookmarking the furniture to buy for to-be-revamped-room hehe looking forward alr!
I think the one thing that I did right this time was to talk it out w A and that rlly did help me to move forward and at least now the air is cleared about where the both of us stand and I finally did get to express my concerns from the start.
In the past, I would never have been able to summon up the courage to rlly iron things out for fear of coming across as overly-sensitive but I'd guess I'd wouldn't have known if the other person might be feeling the same way too. If I want answers then I should seek it right.
And I'd say I've seen myself learn and grow so much over the past year (recently had this convo w Max) and I'm vvvv thankful for Max, for being the constant weathering the changes and also for being part of what helped me to change. I'd say I think we rlly balance each other out. I see myself learning how to let go, be more spontaneous, take things more easily and more importantly, learning how to set aside my pride and talk things out. 1 year ago, I was certainly not like this and I'm just pretty amazed by how Max and I cliqued instantly when we are actl quite the opposites ahahah. Okay now, opposites is not the word... hm... complementary haha and prolly also because both of us are super high and have super lot of energy ahahaha.
So like yea! Had been thinking over the past week that A and I had to talk things out but somehow when I met him I just didn't know how to bring up the topic and omg out of the blue he suddenly spoke what had been on my mind and I was just.......... But ANYWAYS now the air is cleared and I'm just glad that I didn't make the same mistake. And alright, now that it's all good, Imma be back working on mah proj.... HAHA just wanted to say what had been going round my mind recently
In the past, I would never have been able to summon up the courage to rlly iron things out for fear of coming across as overly-sensitive but I'd guess I'd wouldn't have known if the other person might be feeling the same way too. If I want answers then I should seek it right.
And I'd say I've seen myself learn and grow so much over the past year (recently had this convo w Max) and I'm vvvv thankful for Max, for being the constant weathering the changes and also for being part of what helped me to change. I'd say I think we rlly balance each other out. I see myself learning how to let go, be more spontaneous, take things more easily and more importantly, learning how to set aside my pride and talk things out. 1 year ago, I was certainly not like this and I'm just pretty amazed by how Max and I cliqued instantly when we are actl quite the opposites ahahah. Okay now, opposites is not the word... hm... complementary haha and prolly also because both of us are super high and have super lot of energy ahahaha.
So like yea! Had been thinking over the past week that A and I had to talk things out but somehow when I met him I just didn't know how to bring up the topic and omg out of the blue he suddenly spoke what had been on my mind and I was just.......... But ANYWAYS now the air is cleared and I'm just glad that I didn't make the same mistake. And alright, now that it's all good, Imma be back working on mah proj.... HAHA just wanted to say what had been going round my mind recently
Give your best, prepare for the worst. Life ain't supposed to be too smooth for it were, we would not learn, we would not grow. Get back in control, get back in the game and never give up, for the greatest satisfaction comes after the toughest work. DON'T settle babe, never do.
Have a bigger heart with the capacity to forgive, even if they are not sorry and insistent on their ways.
“When it comes to the crusty behavior of some people, give them the benefit of the doubt. They may be drowning right before your eyes, but you can't see it. And you'd never ask someone to drown with a smile on his face.” ― Richelle E. Goodrich,