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With expectations, comes disappointment. We all know it, I know it! I do not want to expect anything much either, but I just cannot help it, I secretly do, each time, hoping that Disappointment had lost its way en route to my heart but that sickening fella knows its way just a little too well.

Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

(hashtag emo) (hashtag tumblr) To clarify, the picture caption has nothing got to do with what I'm feeling ah lols

Chucking unhappy thoughts aside, study session with Joce today was pretty productive! 
Went to her school to study and I loveee their sch compound! The classrooms on every level are open. Okay, and the classroom itself is super conducive! First of all, ZERO ultra-flexible chairs whose backrests can bend 180 degrees backwards (aka spoilt chairs). Secondly, the windows facing the corridor are located at the top of the wall so you won't distracted when people are walking past. Thirdly, super importantly, BRIGHT LIGHTS!!! To keep me awake lols. The only downside is not being able to connect my iPod to the speakers. Siannn. And the only piano in the school is located awkwardly along the corridors lined with classrooms O_o 

Nonetheless, glad to meet up!! :D And I finished 2 papers hoho.