10/4 making a consistent effort to be happy

Used to not get why ppl will comment "that's a good thing" when I say I'm naturally high (like as in dont need alcohol to be high HAHA) or why ppl comment "always so full of energy ah" and stuff like that. I realised why now. I was so blessed to be surrounded by mah happy pills last time and like now ermahgahd mah happy pills are so far from meeeee

Then I realised actl a lot of ppl are not happy. Like they just let their days roll by like that, yknow, just going through routined actions and flat of emotions. And I never could really understand how ppl even let their days go by like that, I mean like... SO SIAN!!! I didn't realise how subconsciously I morphed into one of them till I watched this video by brendon.com and the stuff he says rlly re-ignited the flame in me, re-lighted my passion in life. Snapped me out of the trance-like bubble I've been stuck in. He talked about doing the things that sets your heart on fire and about leading the charged life.  YES, the charged life! Making every day count! Looking forward to every day because you have a purpose in life that you are working towards! And like YA omg that was what I was feeling every single day last year lah. I realised it was because I made a consistent effort to be happy in the past, I prayed to be happy and surrounded myself w happy ppl :) I had something that I was striving towards and that very goal pumped me up so much motivation and energy that propelled me to chionging long hours every day. I'm actually quite amazed by how focused and determined I was... (And I think the interviewers are too ahaha)

And this sem I'm so out of my usual self, seriously. I guess what they say about being influenced by the ppl around you is rlly true!!!! Daheck sia!!! Been spending too much time talking to negative ppl and it drains the heck load of happiness and energy from me. OMG I rlly need to work in my dream company. Cannot imagine working in some other companies where other ppl are so sian every day, damn sian one man!

This time out is rlly coming in handy. I feel sooooo much happier. I feel my emotions spiking up again. YAY! Time to kick negative ppl away. Don't come and be a wet blanket and steal my happiness away TSK go away!!!

OMG looking forward to Thurs onwards hehehe ^^