14/8 i didn't mean to read it, it will just there

So I saw a fucking huge lizard in my room which instantly sparked me to 大扫除 LOL. Seriously I've haven't seen such a huge piece of horror ever since I moved out of hall.

Anw, there's this pile of stuff under my bed that should have been long cleared and I've been nagging at my sister to clear it but she keeeeps on procrastinating zzz. So forget it, I'll clear it.

Turns out 50% of the stuff are mine ahah, and they were mostly just school stuff (notes bibles tbs and shiz), listed some on Carousel LOL

The other 50% were my sister's. And I also realised how much I influenced her :O E.g. the habit of writing, music, creating a 'friend autograph book in pri sch lol

Stumbled upon her diary which I never knew she had. But since its just chucked under my bed, thought it probably isn't anything significant rightttt. So I opened it. And it was as if that book opened up another side of her I never knew existed. That fragility...

It spoke of her relationship with her ex. Aish, shall not dwell into details but it stirred memories of that sharpened sensitivity I once had. Ah wellz, at the end of the day I guess what we want is more or less similar ah.

For that someone who will treat us right, who is sensitive to our feelings, who pushes us to become a better person yknow and be that mutual source of support. Someone who will be there, who knows us. And all that sacrifices we'd be magically willing to take

Okok, anyhow it was just one post that she wrote. Idk why she didn't continue. And I'm gonna continue the packing now huehue T_T