16/12

Sometimes I just wonder how far I can go, how much I can stretch myself, what's my limit, what's my capacity, when I should hold on, when I should I let go, when is it called resilience and when is it called stupidity, is it worth it I ask myself, where do I see myself, is this for me, is the life I wanna live?  The pace here has increased dramatically, like all of a sudden, when it's less than a month to the end of my internship. I got a shock, all of a sudden, expectations just rose. But ok, let's be positive yea, and be thankful that I'm actually given a chance to experience what a full timer would be working on. If this is how the pace is gonna be like, then I might as well experience it earlier when I am an intern, and people are still somewhat more forgiving.

Shaken, but I can't be defeated. When it's tough, you just get tougher to become the toughest yea. Omg. Fug. This is the last lap, which by default, is always the toughest, so I'm just gonna stick to giving this one hard push

And now at times like these, I'm just reminded of the HOCC days, the endless nights, the mad rush, all just to get the A. Turn the challenges into opportunities, focus on the positives and keep running cos winners don't quit!