Ranttttting

I live by a few mottos. One of which is never to give up. If other ppl can do it, so can you!!! I've applied it to many aspects of my life and even if I didn't get the exactttt results that I originally wanted, well, I defintely saw myself improving~!

But this burden Chem ah, really making me doubt myself. I spent the most time studying Chem and have my worst results being CHEM. Damn burden, can't even back out of it now :[ I feel like Chem now is like my Physics in O level's. I read the notes, I understand. I do the papers, I (think that I) can do. When I mark/get back results, ohmygod everything wrong LOLS. SIAN HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF!!!
Wondering how I even jumped from an E/S/U  to a B in Promos. It must be luck because I plopped right back to an U for BT1. Oh dammit! I hope I didn't use up all of them too soon!