thoughts

I guess i havent done much to show that i care even though deep inside i really do, and thats probably why things are the way they are now and i feel so soooo horrible about this. I'll be a better person in future, definitely. Argh i rlly hate it that i had made someone who rlly meant something to me feel so sad/angry/pissed/disappointed. Why am i sucha noob sigh.... I FEEL SO SAHDDDDD

But then again, from this, i've learnt that to treasure what i have and to show appreciation to the people around me. Especially my mum, who has been showering me unconditionally with love when i havent exactly been the best daughter ><

"Please remember that no matter what happens, i'll always be here for you. Always."

I teared. That's about the best thing I've heard all week. No, wait, that's about the best thing someone could have ever said to me. Im so sorry mummy!!! I havent done much for you either. Thanks for standing by me through thick and thin, through my ups and downs, through my A level periods, i love you sooooo much!