22/3 old memoriez

Went for Round 2 interview just now in the afternoon. Whilst preparing for this, I rummaged through the intricacies of many old and forgotten memories. Thank goodness I kept a diary/blog which greatly aided the process. Quoted an example on the insane period last Jan-Feb, juggled between daily dance practices ending at 2+3am, twice weekly SEA Games opening ceremony trainings, partial weekend spent running dance errands and amidst this insanity, acing midterms and assignments and keeping that positivity.

Remembered telling myself that the breakthrough meant that there's nothing tougher in life that I can't overcome. Like now, when I feeling so shagged out, I look back, and remind myself that I'm stronger than I think I am and I thank my old self for being such a role model. And I thank him for being my inspiration back then. For if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have gotten that motivation to work so fucking hard just to be on par. For if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have had such a great testimonial to quote. For if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be who I am today. Though we don't rlly talk anymore, though he doesn't know it, but yknow I would like him to know that he had made a positive impact on my life and I would like to thank him for that. x