20/10 come what may

How I wish I could be as courageous in love as I am in work. I feel like 2 different people sometimes and I realised that when it came to love, I was just rlly scared of stepping into the unknown. I had chosen to stay in my comfort zone because I didn't wanna risk getting hurt all over again that I would tend to flee at the slightest doubt or fear. But today I realised that it didn't rlly make sense why I would be so determined and optimistic about one aspect of my life and yet so cowardly and pessimistic about another. Why should I shortchange my life this way? So today, I took a great leap of faith and shared something about myself that I never had with anyone else before. I shared about my biggest insecurity, and I never thought that I would, but I felt free. I wouldn't say that I have completely accepted it, but I would say that I am moving in the right direction, learning how to take things as they are, and most importantly, moving the fak on with life. And I would say that by doing so, I feel way happier about life. Come what may.