The LAST time (I hope)

You know, many a time we do not know how we would actually feel, what we would actually do until we really experienced it. 

After finding out what I wasn't supposed to find out (I think), I understood myself more.
Little did I realise that I actually gave an unintentional foreplay because... what I said (not about me) had actually came true !  

I really hope this is the last time that I got to tell myself, "SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER!"
I really hope this is the last time that I went against my duh instincts.
Because the feeling of making a mistake after going against what you had already known but then again refused to believe, SUCKS !

Maybe this time it'd be different ? Nooo, it's all the same.
Maybe this time I should give it a shot ? Nooo, it'd end up the same.
Maybe we thought that what we were taught was outdated and hence wished to believe otherwise.

But oh well :) 
At least I found out early enough. '
I think it's really cliche but yeappp, I'm going to go with the 'treating others how they treat you'. Does it sound very bitchy? Nahhh, see it a good way okay :)